How in the world did i get here?

Now I know I signed up for this trip. I can remember going to the travel agent´s office and talking about the trip. I also remember paying for it when the bill came, but how did I get here? Last night while lying in bed I was thinking I was crazy. I had planned for the Camino in my mind but completely forgot about the small trip to Granada before. So Madrid is big, busy and loud! Not exactly walking alone in quiet contemplation on a trail across northern Spain. Missed my early bus can´t tell time in Spain so wondering around city waiting for next one. Sleep is a premium as I still have not adjusted to new time zone. It seems like every step on this path to the Camino has been a challenge -right from the start. I can only hope the actual walk is easier than the journey to get there. Maybe I just need to relax and enjoy the ride. power vs. control... allow or steer. trust in the universe? This is my journey.