New Year

Whew what a year! As I reflect on both the highs and lows of this journey I try to focus on what the real outcome of this year is and is to become. I am not the same person that started last year. My Faith in life, God, humans and me has been established. I initially thought restored but no – created. Not the faith of youth or of my fathers my FAITH. My soul and heart are opened to the NOW, the only moment promised to us. I look in the mirror to see if I look any differently – you can just see it –there in my eyes. I feel new and old at the exact same time. Looking, hoping, knowing, and dreaming all in this moment. And for the first time confident in what ever is coming I am here, I am alive and I am grateful for this moment. FAITH has not become a state of mind but instead a state of BEING. As the sun rises on a new day of moments I turn to the rising sun and feel – well just feel (for the first time) feel it all.